~ A TEENAGER'S PRAYER ~
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"I felt as if angels were pushing."
Adolf Galland - on his first flight in a jet aircraft
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Sometimes I feel I really can't take
anymore, I really can't do it. I feel so
alone. I feel no one cares. I just want
to hide away and eat and eat until I am
so sick I can't eat anymore.
A minute at a time I got through my day,
and it was so hard. Didn't anyone
understand how hard it is to get thru
school with the teachers giving me a
hard time. The other kids laughing at me
in a corner, I know they are, I can feel
them. They don't know what it's like to
be me. And when I get home, I get even
more of a hard time.
But sometimes I feel so bad and I come
here on my computer and share or I go to
an online meeting, and I know I'm not
alone after all. Someone cares, they
really do.
I feel heaps better and I suddenly
realise that angels had pushed me
through the day. And even though the day
had been hard, I HAD got through it! I
had a whole day of abstinence!
Suddenly I feel so much better about
myself, about you and about the world in
general.
ONE DAY AT A TIME . . .
I will remember tonight. An angel walked with me today, and if I close my eyes and sleep, maybe, just maybe an angel will walk with me in my dreams.